4 days and counting...

Well, so far I have stuck to my new rule of not buying the children anything. :) This is a very hard thing for me because I like to buy them things. I know that it is not the material things that count in life, but it is nice to have something new every once in a while.

Raising ungrateful children...

Well, I think I have succeeded in spoiling my children so much that they are becoming greedy people! I have a bad habit of buying things for my children~even when they don't need anything. Even though I buy them what they need/want, they always tend to want more.....and then they pitch a fit when they don't get some silly thing. Now, yesterday was one of those days. They needed new tennis shoes, so we went after school to buy some. Actually, Christopher was the only one who "needed" shoes, but I allowed Sarah to pick out some also. They also picked out some rain boots. When we went to pay, they saw some toys at the counter. They both proceeded to pick some toys and throw them in with the shoes. When I told them NO, they both became irate with me and told me I NEVER buy them anything!! Oh, and I went to Target before I picked them up from school and bought new toys that were on sale. (like they needed new toys after Christmas) I was so upset and disheartened with their actions. I guess I have finally reached my limit with the way they act and so I told them both that they would get nothing else until their birthday. I would only buy something if they absoultely needed it (like clothing) I know it is my fault, but I never dreamed they would get this bad.

Babies and God

One of my sweet friends just delivered her 3rd child....a 7lb 7oz baby boy! I am so happy for her and it brings back memories of the birth of my children. What a wonderful thing that God allowed us as women to accomplish. We have the most wonderful and most exhausting job in the world. Although there may be lots of tears, the love and laughter always outweighs the pain. I can't imagine being anything other than a Mother. I feel honored that I was able to have two beautiful children. I only hope that I can raise them to be what God wants them to be.

Scentsy

My Mother is selling a new candle product called Scentsy. I thought I might give her a bit of advertising and help sell some products. I have one of the burners and I love mine. It is a good product in my opinion. I have added a link to her website. I have some catalogs and sample scents if you are interested. My daughter bought a plain warmer and decorated it with stickers. It is really pretty. I'll post a picture later.

New addition to our family...

My sweet husband let us get a kitten this past weekend! He swore we would NEVER have another inside pet....but he had a change of heart! My little boy is thrilled beyond words with this new kitten. He will not leave it alone. We named him "Sox" (socks but I like to spell things differently) He is the sweetest thing and just lets my children pick him up and tote him around. My daughter likes to hold Sox like a baby and rub his neck. Needless to say, the kitten is spoiled!

Journey's

I am on a journey this year. I want to be a better Mother, wife, sister, daughter, Aunt, friend etc. I have learned that there is no better time than the present. I am not normally one to let my problems be known, but I feel like this past month has really broken me down. I have not been myself and I have let sadness get the best of me. I have begun to fear dying. I do not want to die until I am sure that EVERYONE in my life knows how much they mean to me. I do not want to die and have some people wondering if I really loved them or not. I have a fear of my children remembering the bad times instead of all the good time. Memories have a way of tricking us. I have a much easier time remembering the bad things from my childhood and I know there were a lot of good times.
I am trying so hard to be a better Mother. I pray all the time that God will show me the way and help me to have a more peaceful heart. So, 2009, here I come. Ready or not.

Happy New Year!

Just wanted to say Happy New Year to all my friends! I hope this year brings lots of love and happiness to everyone. May God bless you all!