I don't like feeling this way...

I know I should not be feeling this way, but I just can't help it. I have to admit I am jealous! We have "secret pal's" at work, and for some reason mine must not like me. We chose names in September and up until this Tuesday I had not received anything. I think the only reason I got a gift is because I loudly announced that I didn't think my pal loved me too much because I hadn't gotten anything. Now, I just shouldn't have said that, but it came out before I knew it. I just think that if a person is going to participate in this kind of thing, they should give as much as they receive. I admit, I like to do the secret pal thing because I like getting surprises. I do not like getting NOTHING. Anyway, I resigned today from the game and gave my name to who ever was supposed to give to me. I just hope that who ever she is will be better to the one I had. ;0