December has always been my favorite month! I love to see all the Christmas decorations, lights, and most of all excited children waiting on Santa. But this year has brought the worst December of my life so far. One of my dearest friends went to the hospital for routine knee surgery on December 8. She developed a shower of blood clots in her lungs and her heart stopped three times. They revived her only to watch her as she slept for over a week. She passed away at midnight last night. I lost a beloved Uncle unexpectedly on December 12. He was in the hospital for two broken ribs and Pheumonia. He died from complications from COPD. The pain I feel right now is unreal. I have lost a lot of family members, but not a friend. I almost feel like I am not really here. It is surreal right now.
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Oh Penny. I am so sorry. I wish that words would make this better, but I know it is just noise during a time like this. I am just so so sorry.
Penny,
I know just how you feel at this point as well. Losing mother was very hard and made christmas just seem as if it was just a blur! I am sorry to hear about your friend and uncles death. I will be praying for you.
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